Last
night, I went to a concert where a very well-known band was to perform, I was
high, I was excited and so were other people too. I could see people laughing cheerfully,
dancing with their friends on the crazy beats of music forgetting their
problems, living that very moment, but as soon as that band showed up on stage,
I went to the very back of the site and preferred listening them alone, and
there I found the reason of my question. Yes, and that question was “Why do I
want to go on ever-lasting journey?”
You are surrounded by
people, people with whom when you spent your life, EXPECT from you, DEMAND from
you and so do I. As per my nature, the
word ‘NO’ doesn't exist in my dictionary when one demands anything from me. I
have sacrificed a lot since my childhood and I am not making that count, I know
how I now feel when I want to ask any favour from a person but I don’t, because
I know, life is to ditch you someday, whether today or tomorrow. This is only
reason why I want to go on an ever-lasting journey, because when you know that
you are at a certain place temporarily, you don’t expect from them because you
know that you will have to move on again. It doesn't matter to me whether I
stay hungry the whole day or the whole week, whether I am all alone for the
rest of my life, but if something assures me that “YOU WON’T GET DITCHED?” I am
up for it. And so far, I have found that this is the only way through. I have my
GOD with me Who has helped me in many difficulties of life and I believe that
He will not leave my hand in any part of my life because from the day I am
born, I have performed infinite sins, but my GOD is so merciful on me that he hasn't said NO to me instead He has showered on me all the blessings of life
such as family, food, courage, etc of which I can’t demand from people.
So, in the bright colours of this finite world is the darker side which I discovered yesterday. Life is
to end someday leaving all the expectations behind, leaving only YOU, then why
not go for a journey where you don’t expect from anyone and get ditched, where
you unintentionally don’t ditch anyone, where you come across varieties of
interesting cultures, languages, places and people.
Why NOT?!!!!
